Jesus Took Me By The Arm and Showed Me My Place in HELL

By Rev. Edward T. Wiggins


    Not so late one Saturday night, I had just “scored” $50 worth of powdered cocaine and a bag of marijuana. I cooked half of the cocaine and made a smokeable “Rock.” The weed bag had a tight little knot, so I had not even bothered to open it. I was sitting in my den and all the drugs were on a table in front of me. I took my first hit of cocaine and sat down to enjoy it.

    At that moment, Jesus appeared, and I mean physically appeared as a bright lighted figure whose face I could not see because of the brightness. His presence blew the high right out of me. Now, I’m no longer high and listening to his voice which I recognized. That’s how I knew it was my Lord.

    Jesus spoke these exact words to me, “I am sick of you! I will not take any more of you! You put another drug into that body and you will condemn your soul to hell and there will be nothing I will do to change this. There will be nothing that you can do to change this. It will be sealed on Earth as well as in Heaven and I don’t care what church or pastor you go to. My decision is made. You can preach for the rest of your life, yet this decision will not be changed. You know that I cannot lie and the truth is that if you put another drug in your body, you will condemn yourself to eternal life in Hell.

    I could not believe what I was hearing, but I knew that I was not high and that this was a very angry Jesus speaking very angrily to me. I’d been getting high for 31 years. Since I was 18 and had first left home, I stayed high day in and day out! This was my life and this was me. Jesus had told me before that I had to stop. But now? Now Lord? I knew that He was angry with me and I believed every word he spoke. But I still had to ask him, “Lord, I understand what you are saying, however, could we start this after I finish these drugs on the table before me?” I just spent $70 and what am I supposed to do with what I have left? I just got started tonight and the only hit I took you blew the high right out of me. Would you allow me to at least finish getting high and when it is all gone, then we can start this thing you spoke of?" Oh, why did I ask!??

    Without a word my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ grabbed my arm and instantly we were out of my den and standing on air in the very Pit of Hell.

    Hell is Huge! From where we were I could not see the end of hell. Hell is a huge, humongous cave like place with no light at all entering from the outside. Rocks and cliffs and cavern walls with ledges, nooks and crannies. It was like being miles below the surface of the earth in a large underground cave, bigger than the Grand Canyon, only underground.

    Jesus and I were high up in the pit and I could not see the Lake of Fire for all the dark smoke. The Lake of Fire was far under us but the glow from it made the walls of this cave glow a deep, deep dark red. There is so much smoke that you can barely see 200 - 300 feet. Some times the smoke clears a little and you can get a glimpse of just how big this place is. Miles long.

    Besides the light from the Lake of Fire, which is dim because of the dark, rising smoke, I saw what appeared to be candles or torches lit on different places on the walls. There were millions of candles or torches lit on different places on the walls but very little light was cast out from them because of the thick, black smoke.

    Jesus, still holding my arm, took me closer to a wall and as we got closer to these, what appeared to be candles or torches, I could see that these were not candles or torches, but they were in fact, people! From head to toe, completely naked, engulfed in flames of fire.  Depending on the movement of the fire determined how much of their bodies you could see. Like staring at the flame of a candle, depending on the flicker of the flame, you can sometimes even see the wick. The wicks of the flames in Hell were people. The screams and hollering of these people were almost like a loud choir except these were not songs. If you yelled and screamed at the top of your lungs with all the strength your body can muster, you have an idea of how this sounds. Just imagine millions of people doing this at the same time. It’s a horrific sound and I’ll never forget it.

    Finally Jesus spoke again to me. “There you are, right there and you’ve been here 200 years. Now leave me and go get in your body on that wall and see what it feels like. See what you are thinking.”

    Instantly I was in my body which was totally on fire from my toes to my head. I can’t even begin to describe the pain I felt from the fire. There is not a word in the English language, nor probably any other language on earth to describe “this” pain. On earth if you get in an accident or loose a member of your body, your body goes into shock and it’s like you’re asleep and you feel no pain. Then you wake up in a hospital a few days later and some doctor or nurse tells you what you went through!

    Not So In Hell! Every nerve ending is alive yet your skin is not consumed by the fire. You are on fire from head to toe and every nerve in your body feels the fire and the pain, but your flesh does not burn up. It just stays on fire. Kind of what Moses saw at the burning bush. The bush was on fire but it wasn’t being consumed by the fire.

There is no “shock system” on this new body in which we will burn forever. You cannot fight, you cannot block out the pain, you will not sleep and there are no breaks for lunch! Just ever increasing pain and suffering.     

    I screamed and hollered and yelled at the top of my lungs. I screamed until I was so tired that nothing would come out of my mouth. Now this is where the Bible describes as gnashing of teeth comes in. In pain and unable to scream any more, I was grinding my teeth together so hard that they were shattering in my mouth. That is the gnashing of teeth. Grinding them together because of the pain, that horrible pain. Pain that is beyond description.

    “”Read your thoughts!” I heard Jesus say.

    I was thinking, “Oh my God! What have I done?! Everything in life I ruined and now I have even ruined my eternal life! No! Oh no! This can’t be!!! Why didn’t I listen?!! I can’t believe that I’ve blown everything! Why did I take that hit?! It was not worth it! No high on planet earth is worth this!!! Oh why? I’m so sorry!!!!!

    I could remember everything everyone ever said to me. I could remember my pastors telling me to turn from my sin. Ohhhh! If I had only listened.

    My next thought was, I can’t take this any more! I can’t stand this fire another moment, yet alone another day. And I’ve got to do this forever?! I wanted to just die, to cease to exist, to not be at all so as to escape this horrible existence. But I knew from the Word that this would never end. You can’t escape. You can’t die. There is not death whereas you no longer exist. Either you will live forever with Christ or you will live forever in the burning fires of Hell. The Bible is true, they were right! All the people who prayed for me were right. Those pastors, they were right. There really is a hell!! Damn me!! Why didn’t I listen? I knew the Bible was the word of God!!! Why didn’t I listen?!!! All I had to do in life was do the word, be the word. But no!! I had to do it my way and now I’m burning in Hell!!!

    Instantly Jesus had me back in my den. Jesus spoke these words, “Now, you must make a decision and be quick. Your name is in the Lamb’s Book of Life and I am about to erase it depending on your next choice. What will you do?”

    I looked at Jesus, then at the drugs on the table in front of me. Deep down I knew where I had been and I could not believe that I had been returned to my den and that My Sweet Lord Jesus Christ was giving me another chance to save myself from sure hell!

    “I choose you Lord! What do you want me to do with those drugs?” as I pointed to the table.

    Jesus instructed me, “Gather them all and go and flush them now. Do not hesitate, move as fast as you can.” In one swoop I had all of the drugs in my hand and ran to the bathroom next to my den and flushed those drugs as quickly as I could move. I had to put my hand in the toilet to get that big bag of weed to go down. When I had finished that, Jesus told me to get all of my paraphernalia and throw it away. He said to “ Move quickly.” I had a cosmetic bag that I kept everything in and I gathered my pipe and all my screen material and placed them in the bag and took them out to the curb where our trash cans were to be picked up in the morning. I had placed my paraphernalia bag into a halfway full trash bag from the kitchen and as I headed toward the curb Jesus told me to look-up on the hill facing my street. On the hill was a Black and White police car. The Lord told me to act normal and just throw the trash bag away in the trash and go back into the house. He told me that because of my quickness that he would spare me from going to jail. He instructed me to go to sleep and that when I awoke there would be no “jones,” no “monkey” on my back, no withdrawals, no regrets, no wants for drugs ever again. And like he said, there was none. 31 years of drug abuse and no withdrawals. Now you must know.....that's a miracle! I am entering my 7th years delivered from drugs. When Jesus delivers you......you stay delivered!! Glory to God!! Hallelujah!!!

The Next Morning  

    Then Jesus told me to tell the world about my visit to HELL. "Tell them it’s real." That's what He said. He then showed me his cheek as he closed the gate to Hell for the final time, and it was wet with tears. It breaks his heart to know that those he loved and died for will spend their eternity there in Hell instead of with Him. That changed my life forever, seeing His face soaking wet with tears. They are there in hell because they did not love Him, but it never stopped Him from loving them.....wow. What an awesome Love Jesus has for each and every one of us. Thank you Jesus for this second chance to live for you. Thank you for your LOVE.
 
(C) Rev. Edward T. Wiggins 10/04/2007

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